wow sths I'm just sick of this world, everything.
then i begin to question my existence & my purpose. what is life for anyway, i wonder? is it to face difficulties, solve problems, encounter betrayals, make friends, be happy? cuz that's not a good enough reason for me. we're all just better off dead i think .-.
but 21 December really changed alot.
tbh I was scared the day before, thinking I haven't spent as much time as I wanted to with my friends, tell my family they mean alot to me, etc. I still wanted to experience certain things. life is precious i realised. but it pisses me off why only human life is so valued and precious - there are 7 billion people & so many of them face hardships & you talk about precious lives when just a few people died? why not actually prevent deaths from hunger & poverty huh? so screwed up . and animal lives are important too okay?! arghh.
but also i was kinda disappointed the world didnt end :/ sigh just gotta put up with stuff.
anyway school's starting soon & time to die :L chionging homework rn hehe xD holidays were actually pretty relaxing okay. didn't see alot of people from school in real life (there's twitter & fb mah ><) in school gotta go back to my "nice quiet girl" image -.-" aka put up with all their bullshit nicely aaargh. feel like high-fiving their faces with a chair. made of steel. also Sec 2 is streaming year hooray - note lack of enthu, so gotta work hard larh, sighs. well enough of my rant for one day lol :P
btw random, cut my hair XD also we had to write a poem for eng, might post mine here later (: okay i should be doing math now teehee! aaah missing SBS Gayo Daejun :c T^T
btw thanks guys for actually reading my blog and stuffs :D more than 1000 views miracle!!! :p also i think it'll be rare if i blog next year :( they've extended school hours & sec 2 is gonna be waaay more hectic >< my apologies D;
Adios xx
Happy New Year~ in advance :)
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