Cause idiots deserve a post too :)

If there's one thing society lacks today, it's tolerance.

wow sths I'm just sick of this world, everything.

then i begin to question my existence & my purpose. what is life for anyway, i wonder? is it to face difficulties, solve problems, encounter betrayals, make friends, be happy? cuz that's not a good enough reason for me. we're all just better off dead i think .-.

but 21 December really changed alot.
tbh I was scared the day before, thinking I haven't spent as much time as I wanted to with my friends, tell my family they mean alot to me, etc. I still wanted to experience certain things. life is precious i realised. but it pisses me off why only human life is so valued and precious - there are 7 billion people & so many of them face hardships & you talk about precious lives when just a few people died? why not actually prevent deaths from hunger & poverty huh? so screwed up . and animal lives are important too okay?! arghh.

but also i was kinda disappointed the world didnt end :/ sigh just gotta put up with stuff.

anyway school's starting soon & time to die :L chionging homework rn hehe xD holidays were actually pretty relaxing okay. didn't see alot of people from school in real life (there's twitter & fb mah ><) in school gotta go back to my "nice quiet girl" image -.-" aka put up with all their bullshit nicely aaargh. feel like high-fiving their faces with a chair. made of steel. also Sec 2 is streaming year hooray - note lack of enthu, so gotta work hard larh, sighs. well enough of my rant for one day lol :P

btw random, cut my hair XD also we had to write a poem for eng, might post mine here later (: okay i should be doing math now teehee! aaah missing SBS Gayo Daejun :c T^T

btw thanks guys for actually reading my blog and stuffs :D more than 1000 views miracle!!! :p also i think it'll be rare if i blog next year :( they've extended school hours & sec 2 is gonna be waaay more hectic >< my apologies D;

Adios xx
Happy New Year~ in advance :)

-Visa Card ;o

SS501 

you may not be there from the beginning, just be there till the end.

Stupid dupid love~
is it worthwhile ?

Outings

Haiii!
Although I didn't go overseas or anywhere major this hols, I still had tons of fun^^
long overdue post actually, hehe :3
btw happy 12/12/12 :D

09-11-2012
Sengkang Riverside Park with Potato! ^^

took a few (crappy) pics lol~

don't kill me, I'm not some pro wannabe photographer k hehe.

26/11/2012 - 28/11/2012
Was doing CIP with a couple other people including cca-mates :3 We were helping out with some kids camp & the kids are so adorable! ^~^ Tho there were a handful of spoilt/michevious ones too -_- oh, and interacting with them made me realize.. sigh kids these days :/ 

aaah good times :') might just go back next year? teehee. but seriously, it was SO MUCH FUN totally different from my worst-case expectations! :P though I was utterly exhausted TT

03/12/2012
Went out with some of my most close (pri sch) frens :') We wandered around Nex as usual~ then split up to watch Breaking Dawn Part 2 & Rise of the guardians :D oh, & 3 of our siblings tagged along. Had so much fun even though it was a casual outing to the movies~ missed those guys so so much </3 blessed to have such great friends.
<no pics mwahahaha>

11/12/2012
Me, Milo, Giraffe & Ghosty went swimming~ hooray^^ we spent about 2 hours in the pool then ate lunch at Macs xD Giraffe only ate a little bit cuz she need to eat lunch at home haha. was super fun day & Giraffe and Milo forever quarreling - me & ghost gossiping about that x"D practiced my swimming although I'm such a fail haha. I can now swim half the length of the pool stopping only twice :b miracle achievement for me k?! we could have created a dummy's guide :3
<no pics again haha troll>


Well I did go out some more times but these are the ones coming top off my head lol :P anyway friends are a blessing. I've let too many friendships drift away x_x

So live life & be thankful! :D
~another load off my chest hehe :P

oh and new url gonna be forbidden-dreamz.blogspot.com
will change into it in some days Cx

C ya later!
::Bread::

Taeminnie's just too cute x3 Oh and they released making of, yay! Tho I understand nothing.

Reality

Reality is a lovely place but I wouldn’t want to live there. -Adam (Owl City)


Hey y'all :D

So yea, surprising topic to blog about I know :> It just kinds of fit the current situation now tho~ Ironic isn't it?

Sometimes, I feel like I'm a realist.

Sure I do have my fantasies & wild imagination but sometimes.. it's time to face the harsh truth.

I just CANNOT believe I'm tracking SHINee's flight right now -.-" They're gonna arrive at Changi Airport at about 11.20+ pm. /spazzing/ but then there's the harsh truth I can't be there now & also I'm not going to their concert tomorrow :( And god knows whether I'm lucky enough to at least be able to go to the airport to at least see them off. Sad life of a 13 year old shawol :/

Haylor. Cuz it's gotten so annoying. Trending stuff cursing directioners to have cancer is just so immature of swifties. And directioners, why are you calling Taylor Swift stuff like a slut etc? That's just plain mean.

Besides, those 2 can date whoever they like okay. As long as they like each other, it's fine.

Sure when they became an idol they signed up for lots of other things as well, particularly loss of privacy. But does that mean suddenly, they have no say in who they can date & fans get to control their dating life?! Seriously, if you're real fans just wish the best for your idols & be happy for them. Continue supporting them.  Spamming people with "Harry Stahp" & trending #directionersdeservecancer is plain ridiculous. Just my opinion alright. [not all directioners & swifties ok]

And am I the only one who sometimes gets fed up with the amount of love songs there are? Like, have you ever suddenly realised that the ONLY songs an artiste sings is about love? dude please, alot of your fans have never been in a relationship ;A; *coughsMEcoughs* But obviously, majority of all songs are about love -_- can't deny that now. A few mvs that I like mwahaha~

John Park - Falling

personal fav. beautiful mv & song <3

SHINee - 1000 Years, Always By Your Side

their new Jap comeback & HOORAY.

it focuses more on kind of like the darker side of life, suffering & death. In a way, SHINee resemble Shinigamis here. (Death Note obsession lol :3)

For now only these 2 MVs hahaha :>

Ah well that's about it so adios?

Laziness has gotten over me xD

Japan has just suffered another devastating earthquake today.

May our thoughts be with them.

Pray for Japan.

~Visa

1000 Years, Always By Your Side

Sigh... SHINee is killing me T_T
What an eventful December :L

D-5 to SWC2 SG.
Also in the newspaper was a easy contest to win a pair of FRONT ROW & MOSHPIT tickets!! Omfg :(

D-9 to SHINee's new Japanese album release.

D-6 to Choi Minho's birthday.

D-11 to Lee Jinki / Onew's birthday.

By the end of 2012, SHINee would have visited Singapore at least thrice this year :o And I didn't even get to see them once sigh T_T

Killin' Time

Let's waste time, chasing cars, 'round our heads

Hullo everyone~ ^^
I know it's been almost a month since my last post sorry ;u;
Anyway it's been a rather eventful week recently, more about that later :) As for now, I'd like to notify everyone of some things!

1) I might be changing my blog url. <not yet confirm tho>
If I do, I'll leave a notice a few days before I actually change it, :)

2) I am considering private-ing this blog? I don't know whether blogger allows you to do so, so I am checking out the features & decide the best thing for this blog eventually :3


I did have a post typed up but it was prettyvery emo & basically it was about some things that pissed me off also so yea ^^; Dunno whether I'll post that one eventually so for now it's in the drafts :b

Hyunseungie <3 Adorable! :>

Anyway yesterday it was MAMA 2012! :D great show~ though it seemed to have gotten more mainstream, new fans, fake fans, curious people ._. Although last year's didn't have as much more popular idols I still prefer it hah :> Yes I've liked Kpop ever since last year ;) Actually ever since 2010 but I don't think anyone cares right? x3

So moving on, there was this REALLY ADORABLE group that made my day yesterday oh.my.god.

cuteness overload and dies ;A; nah, just kidding :3

anyway Japanese (rock) music is so friggin amazing! recently into these bands ---> Nightmare & Alice Nine .

warning; i hate copycats & so yeah, just don't be stupid ^^
if you know what that means :)

Ah well anyway I was doing CIP from Mon to Thurs ! They had like a Kids' Camp, so it was like activities from morning till evening. There were 40+ kids split into 5 groups, and 3 of us were in charge of 1 group liddat ^^ and we also help out the 'teachers' 
The kids were so cute omg :3 though there were a few spolit & mischievous ones =_=

Gonna watch Breaking Dawn - Part 2 on Monday<3 Like finally you DO NOT KNOW how long I've been waiting for this /sobs like a baby/ :( Especially after an idiotic person I follow on twitter revealed a crucial scene = spoiler -.-" Hello inconsiderate person has it occurred to you there still might be people who might watch it? can't you at least goddamnit say "spoiler" in your tweet?! ARGH. 

okay I'm just ranting on as usual :P another pet peeve: mainstream stuff. might do a post about it but if i don't, basically.. :3

<warning: ranting para>
hate it when something becomes overrated, which is why I avoid unicorns- 100% serious here. also Kpop - I'm not kidding when I say there have been times when I contemplate / almost have stopped listening to Kpop and wipe my hands off of everything Korean. also why when I was THIS CLOSE to becoming a 1D fan, I didn't. also after how Infinite's comeback earlier this year so many people suddenly start loving them, again i was this close to becoming a fan but didn't. also a reason why I dislike Exo, a rookie group having so much fans. and a bunch of idiots suddenly loving The Script - bet you guys didn't know about them a year ago -.-"

pretty much it, will try to blog again soon :) School's in about a month homework barely completed T_T oh where'd my holidays fly off to? </3



P.S. Tomato's birthday soon so if you're reading this ILY xD

Siwon >:)

Tomato is like the maknae in PTH awww x3 okay too much Kpop bye. That's Siwon clapping for my lil speech (and my awesomeness) & whatever btw :P
Okay bye guys love y'all hehe :)
yeah I swear I'm weird lol. BYEEE

-BREAD<3

(not mine, dunno whose gifs sorry TT)