So what happened was..

(Yes it's been about a month!! Sorry! and Happy Childrens' Day)
Sometimes honestly speaking, typing a new blogspot feels like talking to myself -.-" rarely does anyone read it cuz I still stand by my decision to keep this known to a few people - lesser than 5 :> no posting on Twitter cuz seriously, don't need all that hate and bitches chasing me down. Just saying :b
So anyway I was supposed to play Habbo with Tomato. after FINALLY recovering my password, x'D (last time login was Jan   0-0) we spent about 10-15 mins doing random stuff. Then she ditched me, citing a 'good reason'. Needa check my whatsapp for it but am too lazy to walk over to my phone now teehee :3
Oh yea so I promised I'll blog about DB5K but hang on & wait kayyyyy. No one cares anyway since yea barely anyone reads it :) gosh I'm so sleepy and tired nevermind~
Potato told me about this new band Lunafly and omg yesh their vocals are so damn nice :D Okay i'll stalk idols,groups, and hopefully finish my shows xP EXAMS ARE OVER YEA ^~^ yea my school damn early finish, oh well it's great hehe ;D

So BIGBANG had their first concert here the last weekend... :/ would appreciate it if they had come like 1-2 weeks later?! :P some people already had FYEs... and don't forget PSLE :o seriously I died on Monday cuz I was like shaking my head at those VIPs in my class =w= haha



 Okay so now on Twitter I saw this tweet that said: Researches have suggested that loneliness causes people to take longer baths and longer showers.And I think of me, I do that T_T Cuz I'm forever alone and stuffs :( Like seriously, so depressed kay. All those I'm quite close with, they have someone more closer? Or if they don't then still like.. Dunno how to explain ><

Erm let's use today as an example D; After art exam I got forced and to the extent of my mum blackmailing me kay, to go out =_= (and be social) So I reluctantly dragged myself to McDonalds :L Ate some fries and a milkshake to last me till I get home xD I don't want use up all my money larh haha :P Then for the tickets, got me, Dora, Milo, gonna watch a movie. Made them watch The Possession >:) revenge is sweet? :b Tho the movie wasn't exactly as scary as I had imagined... but anyway Dora got creeped out -_- and Milo screamed during the trailer of Sinister. really guise? ;___; never watch a horror movie with those two. Oh yea and I cried a bit xD That part was sad okay don't judge me :( lol oh yea..

Maybe why I'm so awkward and friendless. And immediate post-effects of Art Exam: More depression :/ Aaargh.  Feel like nobody understands me.. I'm sick of trying to pretend to be happy and cheerful. Even though I just wanna emo or cry. People can be so fcuking insensitive at times I just get so mad >< Screw this shyt kay I hate life. Sec Sch sucks. Some people can still complain when they have trust-worthy friends and great talents. (no off here) I'm like please get a life okay. Some are waaaay worse off than you =_= Aish I'm weird. and friendless.

Maybe I'm destined to be like this, forever alone. Funny, primary school, no matter how despo I got it wasn't like this :<
I GIVE UP ON HUMANKIND.

Have fun guise. While I rot here.
Cuz my friends are your friends and your friends barely know me.
{You claim your emo but what's your reason actually?}

Current (emo?) song list ^^
U-Kiss : A Shared Dream
2am : Never let you go (even if I die)
Infinite : Paradise
SS501 : Forever
SHINee : A-Yo
Bang&Zelo: Never Give Up