Heyloooooo (:

btw, the pics and vids are not mine :)
Okay hey people :D My last post was pretty emo ;___; So let's try to be happier now YEA :D
Ohmygod I do the most retarded things xD Before that! ;)
GoGoGoGoGo listen to~ ^^
Junsu - Uncommitted
G-D - One of a Kind
Owl City & Carly Rae Jepsen - Good time :3

my partner is so annoying ._. she keeps repeating the "heyloooo" from One Of A Kind just to irritate me ;___; don't make me hate GD lol :b I find the Gangnam Style mv traumatizing too xD And before I forget, I officially hereby dedicate my next blog post to....
*drumrolls please larh* DBSK! ^^ as in the original 5 ;3 Why? You'll see hehehehe :) 

getting spammed on Twitter lol. hopefully can go back to CVPS tmr :') for teacher day. I WANNNN </3 

oh okay so that retarded thing I did -.- so idiotic man :L after recess it was Chemistry in lab. We were supposed to heat the salt solution to separate them larh. But then we late for next class; Music already. Some people already even left. And the next class to use the lab even came already! So I had to keep the tripod stand anyway, cuz my partner was keeping some other apparatus away. I so stupid, use my BARE HANDS to pick up the tripod stand! And we just did heating ._. best part? I used 3 fingers. Ima weird :L So I burnt my fingers :( Right: thumb & index finger, Left: thumb. ARGHHHH. So now I'm like a disabled person so annoying -.-" then I wanna type also must use right middle finger wts o___o

sigh -.- stupid me. and I got nagged at and scolded by people haha :P My level of idiocy xD One of my classmates, Sof, also got burnt but only 1 finger. Lucky her...
It'd have been SO awesome if we had English after Chemistry today!! I could have gone to my EL teachers and be like: I burnt my fingers, I can't write now! Wonder what their reaction would be like xP

Oh, and Miya showed me this. EPIC ;D

Skip the first like 20+ secs or something. Only that guy talking. This dance makes me laugh hahaha :D watch L~^^ Sasuke is funny lol but he keep forgetting and easily tired :( and looks like a girl hehehe :3 they're both cosplayers btw^^ 

So then for PE we must do a gymnastics routine ._. ehh please larh we not so pro okay? :/ anyway my group using the Lucifer instrumental YESSSSS ;3 It's damn suitable for our routine! ^^

Oooh must go do my Teacher Day card already liao ahaha :P aim to start before 6 hehehe :) And Sept Hols can't slack man :( FYEs in a few more weeks and teachers just dumped a shytload of homework on us. Sad life ttm... Lucky tomorrow only lesson we got is Art yay :D but our school finish like 12.45pm+ only you know! HOW UNFAIR. Other people finish like 10/11 am :/

Okayy that's all I guess for now hehe ^^ And my this term CA, I did quite well :D but can improve in HMT and Maths...

Bye Bye (:

Time to go emo in a corner!

OKAY GOSH.
I thought this kind of stuff only happens in drama but seriously.. SHYT happens in secondary school as well :o
Seriously, there's drama after drama.. If I learnt something, it would be, first impressions don't count. AT DAMN FREAKING ALL.
That girl whom I thought "act cool", was actually rather sweet :/ but  she kind of went thru 29075841457128365 changes so now I'm not sure about her character or personality.. :/

So, the thing here is kay, Don't judge others. You don't know a freaking thing about their life! I feel like crying already. Like giving up, literally. Like hurling myself over a bridge. But I won't, cuz I'm just a freaking coward, I wonder how I'm even gonna survive sec sch -.- No surprise I'm drowning myself in a sea of books.

I swear I have no one I can relate to 100% in my class okay? There are a few who I'm close to but.. they just don't get some things. Primary school friends, now I know I can trust them. Sometimes I feel like I'm annoyingly anti-social but IDC. Don't think I'm ever gonna smile.. hmmph :/ (annoying thought @ back of head: Infinite - Can U Smile) GO AWAY ANNOYING BRAIN VOICE.

Okay lol. There you have it I'm retarded and weird lalalala ^^ People in secondary school... They just look at things you have in common. She likes 1D, you like Kpop, no way you people are becoming BFFs like that you know? I'm like, get a life.

My best friends include someone who listens to artistes most people wouldn't even have heard of :') Another one is just so innocent and kind ^^ 

Bringing us to another topic. STUDYING. Mine is actually a very good girls school here in SG. But, you'd be shocked at the number of people who have a don't care attitude or just can't be bothered. I don't know about you, but I am very very shocked and extremely disturbed. Once I did my Maths homework kay, and the 2 other people in my group were like: WOAH! You actually did it?! And I'm like yes..? I was surprised they didn't do it okay. The cher had already lectured us a few times before cuz got alot of people never do their work cuz of whatever reasons. And I get comments from people saying I'm a studyholic. You know after a while, I actually feel hurt. It's like typical high school drama and I became a nerd or sth -.-" whatthehell You don't want study why did you come to school? At least, don't comment about other people can? Arghhh. Just cause I'm not those type of people who cut themselves when they're depressed doesn't mean I'm not upset and sensitive! I just try to avoid unnecessary attention and keep my feelings to myself. Which is why very very few people know about this blog. Like, 5? 

I have a history test tomorrow and I hope to continue my revision again. Just took off some time to get these negative thoughts outta my head. Lesson learnt: Please stop judging.

People don't know me. Why I study so hard? Basically, I just want my grades to be good. If not I'll also be letting my parents down, and I'm not like a very talented person (?) so yea..I try to ensure at least my grades are good. I mean, all those rich people, friendly, talented people feel insecure, whattheheck am I supposed to feel?! If YOU are cutting yourself, what about me? Which is why I don't find myself being suicidal (at times) a too troubling thing.

If people try to come to school the next day and be like Are you okay? I'm gonna slap their faces, friend or not, genuine empathy or not. I might sound arrogant but seriously, I don't like ever talk to anyone about my emotions. Let's leave it that way. If your truly my friend, then you'll know..

Listening to emo song after another now :L 
Jonghyun - So Goodbye (City Hunter OST)
Infinite - Only Tears
U-Kiss - Someday
Ailee - Heaven


ARGHHHHHHHHH :( Just wanna get rid of all these feelings and hurt inside my heart. Only if I could bottle it all up and burn it...
This post shall be in light blue. for emo-ness and sadness.

To ALL the people in the world, sad,depressed,suffering;
STAY STRONG <3 And, no matter what happens, never ever give up.
Cuz I know there are thousands of people who are suffering way more than anyone knows..
Not like those idiots in school who take everything and make a big drama out of it. Sometimes seriously can't stand them.
And WHAAAAAT?! You're fat? Your goddamn kidding me okay. You are perfectly alright! And there are other people who are overweight but don't go around obsessing. And then you tell me you're on a diet? PLEASE. rot in hell.


I know my post must have offended so many people but, sorry. Be angry at me all you want but it's just my opinion. And just don't anyhow assume that person/people is you and create a scene and hate on me in school. Thanks. Still sounding arrogant but, your choice. To believe me or your imagination ?

Thanks for reading.
And hopefully, understanding.
Life isn't fair after all right? Let's just keep trying.
~Till next time. Bye

PEACHESSS (The Hamster)

So Tomato has gotten a hamster (without telling her parents LOL) and it's called Peaches :D it just became the 'mascot' of our group haha xD then we stalked her and played with Peaches~ so cute liao^^

Peaches

So cute right?? :D haha~ it's only like 7-8 weeks old ;) okay we got back our English CA marks today like after 1 month -.-" and I did well YAY *le claps retardedly* but, not many people know my marks cuz some didn't do so well and they were already so depressed :( I suck at cheering people up okays? Me is a emo kid already :L 

I changed so much alot this year huh :/ Feel like listening to sad songs :b like right now already listening to Ailee - Heaven. what other emo songs are there??

Any Mandarin-speaking people can do me a favour? :P Listen to Exo-M and tell me if their Mandarin is correct anot hehe :) wanna see if they're authentic lolol xD

Tomorrow: Do & finish homework
Sunday & Monday: Revise/Study

wait, just realized its past midnight so its Sat already :o haha!

currently randomly spazzing about BEAST <3 My fav, i guess, would be DooJoon? ;) Though I love ALL the members like freaking hell hahaha xP

LOL. Kays omg I'm so forever alone?! So, I used to have this classmate kays? I added him on fb.. But he had a 2nd account but I dunno :b anyway, today a few 601'11 peeps were saying how he poked them on fb. I go check he no poke me o.O Then they were talking about his fb dp and how he look different? So I got freaking confused and went on to fb.. *after 5 mins*

THAT DUDE HAS A 2ND ACCOUNT AND NO ONE TOLD ME AND HE NEVER ADD ME?!

DaShyt. Am I really that forgotten? #ForeverAlone Shall go emo in a corner now..

Shall update more soon next time byebyebye~

SAY NO~ (depressing song by BEAST :b)

Arigato~ hehe xP Adios~

P.S. This Is War!

Sorry Sorry (Super Junior SAVE ME!)

Erm... Hey guyss Teehee :D
Okayy, before you bash me and hate on me and stuffs haha,
SORRY SORRY OKAY for not updatingg I couldn't even like use computer there, except for once when I checked Facebook for a really short while :L okay, I came back was chionging homework.. then Term 3 was super hectic and now I have alot of CAs and stuff and hw. now I think about it, FYEs are not so far away T.T I feel so tired and CCA tmr~ *le sighs* tempted to skip but I can't huhu..

Good Luck to all Seniors taking the big O's and the Juniors taking PSLE! <3 

Actually, I just remembered to blog and I was online anyway hahas :P came to do Geog project :)) so quicklyyy scribbling some stuff before I go~ gotta do history :/

2NE1 is back.. My partner in class is huge fan of them and she was freaking excited.. me okay-okay only hehe :P
SuJu is back tooooooo and they're taking the world by storm :o Sexy,Free And Single was like foreverrr trending. SPY is so awesome right?! I totally love the unique sound ^^ B2ST is back too and I'm totally loving their new style -but not hair style. forgive the pun :P Finally, moving away from their sad emo songs. Don't get me wrong, I like it, why else would I love them? but need change rightt? :3 Be Ma Girl sounds super nice too :) but I admit, I had to listen a few times before I was really addicted ;P

oh David Archieee. 2 years is a long time ;_____; missing him already.. hope time flies by really fast~ and he comes back again in no time ^^ Justin Bieber is back too, but his song titles just ripping off other bands. >:( AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME for example. Dude, Backstreet Boys are a legend <3 go away arghhh!

K ignore me and sorry if I criticize artistes you like. Everyone is different kays and just my opinion~

Songs stuck in my head: Man Man Ha Ni, She's Back (kor ver), some random songs?! haha LOOL.

Oppa Gangnam Style is traumatizing LOL :/ me no really like it. The new Fantastic Baby they say. Ooh YG I see what you did there! ;) haha.. K gtg sorrieee 

Byes~
BREADD (slap) [1/6 PTH] :P